I don't wanna grow up, I'm an over-sized kid....

[tsukinofaerii]

Avoiding work again. Well, I'm supposed to be making tutorial handouts of frequent issues as busy work. Guh. Pain. And the only things I can think of that students have repeated issues with are things like "Downloading a File" and "E-mailing Your Teacher". Not things I want to actually sit down and think out the steps to. (Seriously - most of the issues are so simple that it's hard for me to remember how they're done!)

Looking back over the last few entries, I'm kind of starting to wonder if work is dragging me away from Fandom. o.o My recent posts have been more politics (LJ and RL) and memes than my usual randomness. Or family complaints, though those still happen. I haven't even written a fic lately. Well, I haven't posted a fic lately, mostly because I reached a new low in my writing and am not really sure I want to attach my name to it. (sweatdrop) And I don't mean low as in style or grammar. It's all content. Scary content. o.o; And yaoi has been non-existent, possibly because most of my posting is from work, and while no one's looking over my shoulder I'm kind of hesitant to accidentally hit something NSFW at the exact wrong moment.

Am I growing up?

NOOOOOOOOOO~!

Someone reassure me that I'm immature and obsessed? Please?

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[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

Actually, I like that motto. I think I may adopt it. *Grins* Lord knows I can't recall a single time I've told someone "you'll understand when you're older", or anything. Usually just because I know veyr well they sometimes DON'T come to understand completely. However, I base my answers off of my knowledge of the person asking. *Shrugs*
This wouldn't make you a bad parent at all. My parents are both the same; if you ask, they'll answer. They aren't afraid of their children asking questions, because it means they have a healthy curiosity. And lord knows I ask questions; I've always wanted to know EVERYTHING. *Laughs*

Don't seem the ballet type, huh. Well, let me put it this way: dance+swimming+running+books=my life in a nutshell. xD
As a kid, here was my usual schedule:
Sunday, day off. Usually ran around, built forts, played pretend, dress-up...usually playing pretend, or arts and crafts.
Monday, school, running, dance after school.
Tuesday, school, running, swimming after school.
Wednesday, school, running, dance after school.
Thursday, school, running, swimming after school.
Friday, school, running, dance after school.
Saturday, dance in the morning, swimming for several hours (I also played pretend during this time), home in time to do my homework (I was an A student quite easily, school was very fun), do some playing pretend, watch a movie maybe while reading a book and still playing pretend, bed.

And believe me, there were quite a number of other things. Art lessons began when I was around 9; ended when I was 11; I also played some sports when I got the chance, read like mad, took baths that lasted no shorter then an hour (that was amazingly short, for me, haha; I would usually be in the bathroom for 2-4 hours; the water was my home, and I played pretend for quite a long time, heh), pretended I was a scientist or a great chef and would mess around with recipe's in the kitchen, etc, etc, etc.

Some kids would've died. Me, I THRIVE in that kind of schedule. I always have something to do; so long as i have my own time, I won't get stressed. *Smiles slightly*


*Winces* Aye, yeah. I never actually enjoy it, except possibly in fanfiction, which even then I don't read it because it has it -- I read it because the story is good. Unless the person just writes really good sex-scenes; and then I might fave it, because of how well-written it is. *Laughs*

Page estimate, aye. I suppose to a dictionary, it would have about 26 chapters; one for each letter of the alphabet, and all that. *Frowns thoughtfully* But no, I'm talking page estimate.

Well....I use esoteric language often without meaning to..... I think the biggest compliment he's ever directly paid me is that I'm "very eloquent and articulate". Oh, but how i cherish the memory of him telling me that. *Rolls eyes*
That reminds me.... last night I discovered (I may have realized it before, but i was too tired to remember) that when I'm half-asleep, I tend to speak very poetically; my words get a rhythm to them, I describe beautifully, and it all sounds quite lovely, really. Even if I'm talking about death and destruction, it still is quite....well, awesome, I suppose. *Grins* I didn't even really realize it until recently; it's just been something I've DONE, y'know?

(Though that'd be nice... if no one's Other, then we're all In-Group.)
Dude, yeah. XD That was funny.
Aye. Well, from the cradle up people are taught to be conformative(I don't believe that's a word, but it is now), and to do that, people want to claim to be both "normal" and "special" at the same time. One of my teachers put it rather nicely the other day when trying to explain the difference between schooling and education (I was the only one who already knew the difference) -- she said, "With schooling, you learn how to take orders, and obey them. They teach you how to conform. With an education, to learn to MAKE orders, and GIVE them. You learn to think for yourself, and stand on your own two feet."

(c)

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

My mom was ahead in the race of making their kids "different" and all that, haha. She raised me with blue, one of my brothers with green, and the other with purple. XD She never did like the standard "blue=boy, pink=girl" thing. Ugh, neither do I or my brothers. *Shudder*

I feel rather sorry for my family at times. They wanted a little girl, and they ended up getting me. xD

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

LOL My brother offically got blue (his baby blanket) and I got yellow, but I don't remember ever starting to like pink when I was a kid, so it must have started early. As far as I know, my brother never gave up on blue.

lol Well, they did get a little girl. Just for a certain value of "little". You're certainly a girl!

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

*Snickers* My mom said yellow was a lovely color -- for a kitchen. And indeed, their kitchen was a nice, bright, airy yellow. But she said she didn't want her kids to have yellow, not when she saw so much of it from them. *Makes a face, then laughs* It was a joke betwix her and da.

There was a brief time when my favorite color was pale pink. It was because it was the color of the flowers my da got me after one of my dance performance's. *Smiles* Pink is still one of my fave colors in nature, but I can't remember the last time I wore it. *Laughs*

Am I? *Checks* Darnit.... I was hoping I'd changed over night. *Grumbles*

Well, no, I mean; they wanted a little girl that would be more feminine, while still like some boy things, like ninja turtles and sports. :D Well, they got the one that was into boy things... unfortunately, not so much into girl things. I would take out anything my mom put in my hair within two hours (maybe almost a full school day if i was REALLY good), I'd put shorts or pants under all my dresses and skirts (i was a very 80's style, but man did I have the world's coolest fashion sense back then!!), and I was more then willing to get into a go-cart and start racing my 7 and 10 years older brother. XD

Ah, but I was a stubborn, strong-willed, and strong-minded girl even back then. THe tales I could tell. *Grins proudly in remembrance* Now where'd that girl go? *Pretends to search*

I think our talks are getting to me. Last night I dreamt i was Axel, and I was actually hanging out with Roxas. *Falls over laughing* Me! AXEL! XD

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... Yellow is a good kitchen color, isn't it? Cheery, but not annoying. Hm. But the humor leaves something to be desired. Blech. x.X

Aw, that's a good reason to have a temporary favorite color. Fuzzy feelings there.

LOL Womanhood does suck in many ways. Guys have no clue how easy they have it. Still, I wouldn't trade it, personally. I'm comfortable with having a vagina. A penis would be too weird to get used to.

XD I did the same thing with dresses just for convenience. I used to love the jungle bars on the playground, but you can't play on them properly in a skirt. It flies up and everyone makes fun. :/ If you're anything like me, eventually you gave up on the skirt part. XD Being girlie is more trouble than it's worth. It always seems more about deciding what you can't do than anything you can, and who wants that?

lol I'm sure that girl's around there somewhere. Check in the sock drawer. I keep finding kitties in mine. Maybe your inner child is hiding there too.

XD LOL Fangirl moment! An awesome fangirl moment, as well. Did "Axel" molest him, or was it platonic? Probably platonic, I'm betting. (pout) And this has been going for more than a week, so I'd be surprised if it hasn't crept into your thoughts a bit.

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

I've never decided on fave colors. Too many to choose from! T_T

Well, I wouldn't know. I mean, if you had it all your life, think how odd it would be to go from penis to vagina. Yeah, every guy's dream. *Rolls eyes*

lol; as a kid I didn't particularly care if it was skirts or shorts, although I tended to wear shorts out of practicality; I was always playing in the dirt and stuff. But then one day I was wearing a dress and my friend's older brother, Kenny (he was about 2-3 yrs older? for kids that's a lot....), dared me to climb to the top of this rope thing....there was knots in it and all that. normally he had his friends, and I had mine, but he'd heard Rebekah (his sis) telling their mom about how cool I was at swinging people on the rope-swing and all that.
So I, of course, accepted. But just as I began to step up onto the swing, his friend, Jesse, pointed out, "You're wearing a skirt." I blinked, and looked down, frowning. I quickly arranged my skirt so part of it ducked between my legs , and back up into the waistband, and borrowed a friend's belt to make sure it stayed. And THEN i climbed to the top, and they startled me by swinging the thing round and round while I was at the very top. FREAKY.

Nah, that's the thing -- Axel was going molest CTAZY on Roxas! (Roxas wasn't running. >_<)
Yup. That's just sad right there. I had a similar dream about two weeks ago, but it was harry potter and draco malfoy....*Falls over laughing*
And a different one of Gaara and Neji! O_o (Not a huge supported of the pairing, but it was great during the dream. *Snickers*)

That is SO sad. My inner fangirl expresses itself through molest-happy dreams, apparently. XD

But that is just SO VERY SAD.

Haha. Wow, the dreams I have.

Gaara looked bloody fantastic in modern day clothing, though. <_<

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

Never decided? There's a decision? oO? Huh.

(rolls her eyes) I think that for most people the transition would be majorly disorienting. I think most guys stop thinking at "I'd play with my BOOBIES!" and never consider the grossness that femaleness entails. Of course, guys have their own grossness, but they'd be used to that. (Just like most girls would be seriously weirded out by suddenly having to figure out how to aim when peeing.)

HA! Why would Roxas run? It's Axel, who we all know is a Sexy Beast of the first magnitude.) I think you just have yaoi on the brain. Don't worry - it's incurable. XD

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

Of course it's a decision, lol.

*Rolls eyes* oh, you are funny. Yeah, guys would be weird like that. Then again, some girls are weird with their own female bodies, so...*Shrugs* Eh.

*Grins* let's see. My pairings in dreams as of yet:

NejiGaara.
AxelRoxas.
GaaraLee.
HarryDraco.

Good grief.

I've dreamed other people in them, but not paired up.

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

o.o Huh. My favorite colors tend to change themselves. I didn't know I had a choice. I'm behind the curve, oh noez!

(nods) See recent rant, lol.

Four... four... hm. we should up that. There's no Sora/Riku on there!

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

You do have a choice, if you WANT one. I could quite easily pick a color and say it's my favorite. But I just don't have one that's cooler then any other; each color signifies something different in my mind. How can I choose? *Shrugs*

I know there's no Sora/Riku up there. xD But hey, give me a break here.

Oh, and I've also dreamed TONS of Sasuke and Itachi. Not together or in pairings of any kind, but they've both been in my dreams a lot. They do make it interesting. xD

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

If I have a choice... I think I'd still pick Dark Green. It's just such a shiny color! *-*

You must complete the set! Dream of Sora and Riku! Read fics until you spontaneously dream of them or something. XD

One of these days, I will dig into Naruto, I swear. I've seen enough to know that I'll probably love it, but I never have time to pick it up. ;-; Sadness.

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

Dark green is definitely awsome; I agree. However, I also like Dark purple, and multiple shades of blue....and a nice, deep red.... Lol.

xD We should talk about RiSo or SoRi until I begin dreaming about it. *Sniggers*

Well, go to http://www.naruto-bunshin.com/ . You can get all the chapters translated there, and it's updated whenever they can. And they also provide some info on char's, I think, as well as the anime. :D It's got a LOT of chapters, but it's a blast.

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

Jewel tones or dark tones, if we're talking general colors. Brights and pastels are waaay too popular these days for the sake of my eyes.

We should! (nods) So - KHI or KHII Riku? Since Sora gets a couple of inches and a voice change... (sweatdrop) If they make him over entirely for KHIII, I'm going to be so annoyed...

Whoohoo! I have something else to occupy me at work. (sweatdrop) As if work itself weren't a pain these days...

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, jewel tones can have MANY nice shades.....:D I've never really liked pastels except for easter, and even then I don't really want to WEAR them. e_e

I'm not picky....although I'll admit KHII is the game I prefer, so, KHII? Lol.
If they make him over entirely....eh, I dunno how i'll react but I think I might be pretty annoyed. ^^;

Yes, something ELSE to occupy you! *Sniggers*

DUDE! Check out this person's journal1!!
http://mandachan.deviantart.com/

It's like, FEMME!SQUALL!!!!

XD

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Easter dresses pained me. Both for the dress and the colors they came in. (shudders) The torments parents put children through...

lol I like Riku's build in KHII - I just wish his clothing had been different. Blech. I don't know what they wee thinking... maybe "trendy", but whatever it is didn't work. At all.

I'm getting really, really bad about collecting new hobbies lately. Gr. ^^;

OMG! SO SQUEE!!! XD

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

My mom made my easter dresses when I was a kid. *Laughs* And I've always had good taste, so even then, I typically didn't choose an "easer" dress. I simply chose a pretty dress, usually in blue or purple or green.

*Grins* Dude, for a 15 year old, he has MUSCLES. *Laughs* Too bad more guys don't have builds like that. Maybe then I'd be more into them. *Rolls eyes* (Haha, that's a funny thought. me, actually paying attention to guys romantically. *Rolls eyes* Alert the media!)
I actually can't stand super buff guys. THe thought is bad enough. Seeing it in person is, quite frankly, DISGUSTING. Ugh.

I know. If ever there was SQUEE! material, it's the new Squall.

My first thought was, "Who in the designing area has an obsession with those side-skirt-things?! Honestly! FIrst Yuna in X-2, then Cloud in AC, and now SQUALL?!....Well, at least they chose two good guys for it." *Skeptical*

Ehl-oh-eeeeeehhhhhhlllll.....

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

I had those stupid flower-print lacy things. (twitch) Luckily they had to be replaced yearly, so eventually I stopped letting anyone buy one. It took some work though. (As in, sitting down in the middle of the aisle and refusing two years in a row. On the third, they gave up.)

*squee* KHII Riku makes me feel like such a perv. ;-; He's too young to be that hot, damnit! And he's even developed a nice personality - how many guys have that on the tally? (For that matter, how many girls..?) Why hasn't Sora noticed yet?!

Super buff = ew. They look like they're straining all the time, even when they aren't. Who wants someone whose arm diameter is bigger than your head? Nope, comfortably toned and ripped is good. If it doesn't make the average suit strain, it's probably acceptable.

I think we can agree that whoever designed their outfits may have been on something chemical. There's just a whole "new and unusual but still popular and trendy!" attempt that's so very strained, and it fails so very much. *sigh* This may be Nomura's only blind spot, since I suspect that he designs his characters clothing himself.

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

......Oh, the image I just got mentally is TOO ADORABLE!!! I've GOT to sketch it. *Sniggers and runs off to sketchbook*

Because A: Sora's oblivious, although far more observant then people give him credit for, and B: Riku's got a LOT of mental issues to sort out through, so romance isn't very high on the list. *Laughs* It balances out his bod and good traits.

When I was at Cris's swim meet last summer in June, there was a tropical storm (HELL YES. Can you IMAGINE, and we were right by the ocean!!!!!), which thrilled me to NO end. Seriously. I adore storms, and the more wet, windy, and violent they are, the more I live to be in them. *Cheers*
So Cris was going to prepare for her next race, and Greg had to scamper off to change his shirt; some kid had spilled something on his current shirt, and he apparently had felt he was going to need another shirt, so he had brought an extra (Greg and I are both like that; we never panic when something goes wrong. Outwardly, at least. *Rolls eyes and grins*).
So he moved behind this building, where he was in a corner and somewhat hidden from view from everywhere (for his personality, he's freakishly shy about his body, really; he's very self-conscious). And I, seeing he'd forgotten his shirt (he's forgetful like that; it's quite funny, actually) of all things, grabbed it(it was as soaked as everything else by that point, not that we cared), and moved over around back to give it to him. However, I caught him just taking his shirt off, and leaned against the wall, arms crossed over my chest as I waited patiently for him to notice his missing shirt.
Now, let me tell you something. He's EXTREMELY athletic; not only does he weight-train and do stretches to keep flexible (which actually adds their own muscles), but he's also done martial arts for eleven years straight, and is a several-degree blackbelt something or other in more then one type of martial art. And, he's 15. And the best thing is, he hasn't muscled all crazy like some guys do (Buff guys....so.....*Shudders in horror*), but he has nothing but muscle on him. Even if I don't go all drool-y over muscles, I still thoroughly appreciate them, as I know a LOT about working out and such.
He's definitely better then Riku, by far. *Snickers*

But when he noticed me, he promptly froze, and actually grabbed his shirt and held it against his chest like some shy little girl or something. "Meghan! I'm changing shirts here!" His voice was very high-pitched in his embarrassment, and I slowly smiled, arching an eyebrow. "Really? With what shirt?" He opened his mouth, paused, glanced around, and then saw the shirt in my hand.
"Uhm.....can I have my shirt?" I held it out; he glared at me. Shaking my head slightly in amusement, I gently tossed it to him. Shaking my head again, I turned, and went back to my chair.
When he came back, he began to tease me mercilessly about wanting to get a glimpse at him.
I just looked up at him and said, "What makes you think yours is the best I've seen?" And he just paused, mouth hanging open (I only generally made innuendo's about him, since it was the most fun). And then he thought I was serious, and spent a good 10 minutes trying to pester information out of me. XD
To shut him up about it, I threatened to tell everyone PRECISELY how he looked without a shirt, and soaking wet, and in the rain.

He shut up.

Wonder why?

Imagine me giving Riku's fangirls the same information, about RIku. Or Sasuke's fangirls about Sasuke.

Describes him. He even has a fan club; I'm not kidding.

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

*squawk!* Hey! I wasn't anything near adorable as a child! And nothing I did was either! I was evil! Evil!

Sora's obliviousness is painful sometimes. He sees things, be has to! He has eyes, and he's made some incredibly deep calls! But then it's like... When it comes to himself, he just doesn't get it. At all.

Riku: Sora, let's go on a date.
Sora: A date? oO; Why?
Riku: ...I like you.
Sora: I like you too! You're my best friend! But why a date?
Riku: No, I really like you. Like most normal, heterosexual boys likes girls. Except I'm not heterosexual. And you're not a girl. Like that.
Sora: Like... like like? o.o
Riku: YES.
Sora: I didn't know!
Riku: You didn't know?! I kissed you yesterday! With tongue!
Sora: I thought that was CPR! o-o;
Riku: ... (facepalm)

XD LMAO Shy people are so fun to weird out like that! I can just imagine the freak-out if you passed that on to Riku's fanclub. Or any fanclub, really. There'd be riots.

[tsukinofaerii.livejournal.com]

Well, it also helps if I add that I don't like children. Not that anyone ever believes me when I say such.. But they're mini-adults to me. I was a mini-adult. There's no reason they can't be. So when kids act like... well, kids, it bugs me no end. I don't like dumbing things down to fit in their heads.

Schedules
... Wow. o.o I would have died. My schedule read something like "Breakfast. School. Home. Read. Bed. Repeat."

In fact, looking at it now, I think I'm dying in sympathy, and my schedule is pretty much hell right now. I think it's safe to say that you are much more disciplined than I. (pats)

Poetry in your almost-sleep? That's kind of awesome. You should try and record yourself and call it Art. XD Then someone can buy it and help finance college. Or you can just post it online for people to gawk at. Either works.

'Special' people... urg. Your teacher was smart, but that's going directly against everything we're taught from sproghood onward. *sigh* Which is sad... if people just accepted that you can either no one or only a few people "special", life would be so much easier. It makes sense to accommodate differences, but that doesn't equal a right to certain treatment!

To put it another way... it's the person on the inside that matters. I'm not supposed to care of someone's black, white, crippled or healthy... But what if the person on the inside is an asshole? Do I still have to be nice to them because they're in a wheelchair?

Wow, that was snarky. o.o;;; Eeps.

[blinddeciever.livejournal.com]

I don't like dumbing things down around kids (not unless they're mentally slow, and then I only do it to a point), and therefore....don't. I merely put it into terms they could understand. (What do they know about the heart? Not much. Therefore, any description is filled with analogies they can understand.) I like kids, and they LOVE me. Even when I'm trying to escape, they follow. So if you ever see a poor teenage girl running away while a crowd of kids laughingly follows, please, HELP THE POOR GIRL GET AWAY! She's running away, and not for a game!
I know form experience. >_> But it's nice to be argued over. All kids love me; fact of life. *Snickers* And why.......I dunno. It's hard to keep my temper around them, but I do my best. ^^;

"Breakfast. School. Home. Read. Bed. Repeat."
*Sniggers* Heh. Dying in sympathy, eh? Trust me when I said there's a lot more that I added to that schedule. But that was the basic, never-changing thing. :) I was one of the youngest on the swim team, and one of the best. Probably due to my equal use of legs and arms; most swimmers are fast in arms, or in legs, or simply have a good stamina. I had a great stamina, and both good legs, AND good arms. It's because I was a dancer; I had the arms of a swimmer, and the legs of a dancer. *Shrugs* It actually worked out really well. And, I just loved it. Pure and simple. I might have even been able to give up dancing if I could keep on swimming. Although, I'm not much for competitions; I prefer it on my own time....just for fun. ^^;

You should try and record yourself and call it Art.
Dude, that'd be awesome. And hilarious. "MEGHAN! How'd you come up with this poem, RGHRTUYFDGFSHYhfhfsyrhf?! Masterpiece of the century!" "Well you see Stan -- may I call you Stan? Ah, thanks -- I was more then half-asleep, so I really can't tell you." "You were....half-asleep? You don't know how you did it?" "As with all masterpiece's, Stan. As with all."
XD I can just PICTURE it.

"Sproghood"? Must say, that isn't one I've heard. XD
My teacher, that day, was luckily only a sub. Thank god she wasn't a permanent teacher. I would've died; she treats us all like teenagers. And it's annoying to be treated like teenagers. At least she knew to treat us like SMART teens......which is better then normal teens I suppose...

But what if the person on the inside is an asshole? Do I still have to be nice to them because they're in a wheelchair?
Niiiiice. XD Very nicely put indeed.
Nope. Then you can be one right back at them. And roll your eyes when they put on the "pity-me, pity-me!" act.
Unless they actually need help. Then you can give it, lol.
Personally, I can usually work out my differences, except with some issues. I'm not known for keeping an enemy long......I'm usually the type to befriend my enemies. XD After, like, a year or something. I like the arguing and teasing, but it's rather tiresome to have enemies. It really is.
Of course, when you see one of the toughest kids in school, someone no one really likes, crying because something important to him was messed up because of someone else, and he'll never get the chance back.....

Well, what was I supposed to do? Walk back inside and let him be alone?! Excuse me, but that's not the way I operate.

I'm much too caring and soft-hearted. Ugh. e_e I just don't show it. Grrrrrr, and all that.

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Children
Rest assured, I will rescue any girls I see running away from packs of children. :D I'm good at keeping my temper with kids... But it doesn't mean I don't daydream about yelling at them. (sweatdrop)

I'm not going to a vocabulary that a child doesn't understand (what's 'anna-log-ee', Mommy?), but I'm not going to explain death as "they went to Heaven to be with Jesus" either. It just causes problems, and any child old enough to know to ask the question deserves to have it answered. *snort* Even if the adult is uncomfortable with the question. Maybe especially if they're uncomfortable with it.

Doing something jst for fun is the perfect reason to do it. ^_^ You're lucky that you were (are?) able to do two things you love that that. Not everyone can. :D

Art
The creative side of the mind works best when unfocused - really! You should give it a shot, just for kicks. It could be seriously fun, and at worst you can delete it if it's too embarrassing.

"RGHRTUYFDGFSHYhfhfsyrhf" is the best name for a poem EVAR. XD

I suspect I got the word sprog from the Shoebox Project. After that... Well, childhood, sproghood... That makes sense, right?

I guess it would be better than being treated as a "normal" teen... But if people treat teens as "teens" (cliche-type teens), then why are they so surprised when the teens act like it?

Teen: You always keep track of me! Like I'm a KID!
Adult: I keep my thumb on you constantly because you're a teenager and have no self-control! Your hormones will take over your brain and you'll do something stupid! Now stay in your room! (storms off)
Teen: ... (sneaks out)
[Next day]
Teen: I just had unprotected sex with a stranger.
Adult: I can't believe you did something so STUPID!
Teen: .............

It's far, FAR better to be treated like an adult. Then you usually return the favor.

People in wheelchairs
I do. This gets me in trouble. (sweatdrop) Double standards suck.

Enemies aren't worth it. All they do is annoy you to no purpose. It wastes everyone's time all the way around. (nods) I really can't think of an issue that couldn't be worked out but also wouldn't negate a possibility of friendship. There some things that just make the person not worth any effort whatsoever.

Aw, that was nice of you. :) You didn't have to, but reaching out like that makes the world a better place. (pops on Garth Brooks "We Shall Be Free")

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hey, I was seven when my mom told my about the first death in the family I was to experience. Unfortunately, it was probably also the hardest one -- her dad, my grandfather. *Grimaces* I was seven, she drew me into the room, and then let me go after telling me. I was crying, but was very quiet. I remember going into my brother's room and watching him silently scrub furiously at his floor, before I walked over to the bucket, grabbed up a sponge, and got on my hands and knees to scrub with him. All he said was, "Mom tell you?" "Mmm." And that was that. We kept our minds off it through cleaning. *nodnodnod*

That's true about unfocused.....because then you aren't worried about perfection. Lord knows I LOVE how my doodles turn out. XD

Dude, it is SO the best name for a poem. How could you think elsewise? *Snooty* Mua-hahahaa. My and my creativeness shall RAWK together, lyk totally dood.

Well, one of my former "enemies" (i laugh at the term; I think of them as "annoyances") and I are now good friends. :) Several, in fact. My annoyances and I are closer friends then probably my non-annoyances. ^^;

I'm nice like that. Wait, what'd I do? x3

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(hugs) That must have been awful. I suppose the human mind just functions like that sometimes... focus on something mundane and simple until the pain's blunted enough to deal with. :/ It's easier than trying to work through it when all the loss and worry and chaos is clogging your brain with emotion.

(nodnod) Why do you think great writers often wrote while drunk or high? (Hemmingway, I'm looking at you.) Being half-asleep is just a safer variant.

That's one way to make friends. Forget "if you can't beat 'em, join 'em." It should be, "if you can't beat 'em, get 'em to join you".

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*Shrugs* Eh, well.....Life goes on, I suppose.

xD Definitely. I'm not touching drink nor drug. I'll stick with drowsiness. xD

Yeah, definitely. I don't even TRY to make friends. people gravitate towards me; they just CAN'T leave alone the ONE person who WANTS to be alone. *Scowls* It's not 'cause I'm cool or anything. It's because they end up talking to me anyway when they need help with something, and, as is habit, they try to make friends.

My life is filled with odd things indeed.