[frustration]

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This is sort of painful, in a wonky "it's my own fault" sort of way.

See, I've actually spent this summer writing. Slowly, I admit, but better that it ooze out than do nothing at all. Right? Right. I admit that I'm horrible about making myself write. Gigantic failing, that.

Writing is failing right... (check watch) NOW. It's just not flowing. The last scene I managed went pear-shaped (planned reconciliation to kennel time huh?), and the next scene is coming up blank. I know exactly what the final scene will look like, so its really just the getting there. Everything else is right out because it's either NSFW or floating in the same netherspace as the current piece. Besides, I think I've given Roxas enough pain for now. Given the choice of fluffy-block and angsty-block, fluffy-block is more appealing.

But it's kittens. How can I be having trouble writing kittens?! They're fluffy and adorable, and if I can figure out a way to make them even more certain of their superiority to their humans than they already are, so much a plus. Okay, so the inner-cat relationship is difficult to figure out. It's all snarls and accusations of hogging the food dish. They kinda sorta hate each other. But that's subplot, not plot. I should be able to write this!

And instead I keep staring the screen and going "Hey, this song really works for Larsa ASDFGHJKL;ASJ NOOOOO".

You know what? I take it back. This isn't my fault. It's moontear's.