*Laughs* Aye, I agree with both. I have VERY low self-esteem/confidence/ego/WHATEVER it is.....lol.
Haha. Just this morning I read some smut...... several fanfictions worth........enough for this day, O Goddess of Yaoi?
>XD Muahahahaaaaa....yeah; it takes a lot to pull the wool over my eyes! (And to make up for me being so perceptive or whatever..... I'm very gullible with jokes. TT_TT No, really. I didn't understand the concept of a joke until I was 10, and even now I generally don't find things funny. *Shrugs* And yet i'm the one to find the humor in a bad situation. I guess my undeveloped sense of humor decides to help out and GIVE me some humor in a bad situation....lol.
THank any god out there that you don't have it. It's soooo annoying. *Growls* Especially for people who love working out, and being an athlete.....and dancing...swimming....etc...Gyah.
Yeah, but it gets old. *Sighs* Luckily people know I generally have a great memory (I can remember numbers, for some reason, although I'm bad at math--I can remember all the money my family has ever spent on holidays back until age 5; not kidding) so people don't think I'm lying when I say I forget. And, they know I don't believe in excuses; they know I hate them. I make them all the time, but I'll be the first to admit I hate making them.
It's like my habit of saying sorry for everything, even if it had nothing to do with me, or I did nothing wrong. It comes from a history of people blaming me, etc. Grrr.
My brothers are huge sources of my low self esteem and confidence and all. There are other sources, but they're pretty big up there. >_< Stupid brothers.
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Date: 2008-02-15 10:27 pm (UTC)Haha. Just this morning I read some smut...... several fanfictions worth........enough for this day, O Goddess of Yaoi?
>XD Muahahahaaaaa....yeah; it takes a lot to pull the wool over my eyes! (And to make up for me being so perceptive or whatever..... I'm very gullible with jokes. TT_TT No, really. I didn't understand the concept of a joke until I was 10, and even now I generally don't find things funny. *Shrugs* And yet i'm the one to find the humor in a bad situation. I guess my undeveloped sense of humor decides to help out and GIVE me some humor in a bad situation....lol.
THank any god out there that you don't have it. It's soooo annoying. *Growls* Especially for people who love working out, and being an athlete.....and dancing...swimming....etc...Gyah.
Yeah, but it gets old. *Sighs* Luckily people know I generally have a great memory (I can remember numbers, for some reason, although I'm bad at math--I can remember all the money my family has ever spent on holidays back until age 5; not kidding) so people don't think I'm lying when I say I forget. And, they know I don't believe in excuses; they know I hate them. I make them all the time, but I'll be the first to admit I hate making them.
It's like my habit of saying sorry for everything, even if it had nothing to do with me, or I did nothing wrong. It comes from a history of people blaming me, etc. Grrr.
My brothers are huge sources of my low self esteem and confidence and all. There are other sources, but they're pretty big up there. >_< Stupid brothers.